u what awsome thing happen to mah life..is that today basic , patricia was sayin how god will still accept u for who u are even though we haf deceived from him. that's the awsome thing the amazing thing hapen to me that i did so many things sin against him but he accept me who i am with open hands ..i saw someone xanga too sumthing bout critics that we think we aare not but we do like say we hate freshman year and y all this freshman try to be wannabe not bein gthemselves..dont we do that too lotz of time..when u reflect things u realize that yea  how can i be so foolish and it hurts god u know..

u know what is awsome ?? grilled cheese!!damn problem is syosset doesnt has that everyday..plainview does so does lindenhurst and herrick's i guess man..

:edit: if that's what u ppl do..i was talking to his person ..i heard ppl told me thats not him which (this is aim btw) i dont believe it i thought he was lying so i talk to him and truly it wasnt him ..it was somebody else ..we talk and talk it's amazin and i realize that even though it's not him ..it's still cool..i know it doesnt make sense..but jus becuz that person dun talk to u doesnt mean they dont like u and jus because they are not cool ppl doesnt mean u cant talk to them or dun want to jus becuz they are not cool cuz ppl who dont talk to them are so not coolif u haf reasonable reason i understand if u were like nah im not talking to hm for no reason get outa her seriously what's wrong with someone u havent seen in a long time and u think he is not cool ..seriously ..that is so not cool and i really dun like it jus upsets me but what can i do..all i could do is jus piss off and get upset bout it

:edit::edit: midterm is comin soon. i jus pray and hope that things might go well..and everyone who read this believe in  what u belief..do not let anyone change ur beliefs..stay strong believe in God that he will change ur life not the world and that u need God